My current state of mind is just.... fucked up. I've got the swine. Damn pigs. This is what I get for not eating pork?! >:( And so yeah, thanks to this little sickness, I've missed three days of work I'll have to make up. Shit, I don't know if that can be done!! And my family won't leave me alone. I don't think they remember that I'm sick, because they keep asking me what I did at school today, and they won't let me sleep. It makes me sad. I've started to realise how little attention they pay to the reckless teenager. I left at 9:30 the other night to go buy cigarettes and to go to White Castle with my cousin, and yes, I did smoke half a pack of cigarettes, much to my sore throat's dismay, and wasn't back til bout 11. Don't get me wrong, I like that part of their apathy, but how come the only time they wanna talk to me is when I'm sleeping or when they're mad at me? Living here bums the hell outa me.

Oh well. We're all gonna die in 2012 anyway. (okay, I don't really think we're all gonna die just because the Mayans said so, but if we do I'm gonna be so pissed. and yes, I will be singing R.E.M.'s "Its the End of the World As We Know It")

And, just to cheer me up, and to share a really good song with whomever sees this, I give you Atreyu, one of the worlds most refreshing rock artists, IMO. Please enjoy.